Irresponsibly ruthless words fill this town but

Never more, will a painful voice flow by

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I don't mind sleeping
I just wish the nightmares would stop

"Ah..."

I wonder, maybe she died
Haha, joke. She's probably still alive

Those days we spent casually are bidding farewell to us[/center]

As we lose those irreplaceable days

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First and Last:
»I-it's Mabarei. Dhalhaena Mabarei.
Known as:
Though friends would call me Hena. I think...
I have lived:
I'm fifteen years old,
though I'll turn sixteen at August the thirteenth...
If nothing weird happens, that is... «
I am:
»I-isn't that obvious? Female.
My preference?:
...Ah- I don't see how that's any of your business.«
I work as:
»I guess I'm a Student, currently in my 2nd Year.
I affiliate with:
...Yes, I'm a Civilian?«

Oh, I thought it looked pretty
I guess I'll change it back, then

The rain hides the sun, stealing away its light

I am troubled as I lost what I believed in

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Hair:
»I guess my hair's a bit bland... It's black; just black with no variations of any kind, but I sort of like it like this. It's sleek, somewhat layered, and reaches from my cheeks in the front, to my shoulders in the back. It also somehow seems to naturally cover up my left eye - or the left side of my face, really...«

Eyes:
»My eyes are a bit similar to my hair, I'd say. Just... black. A bit empty, some people've said. I guess that's no good, huh... They're kind of... I guess you could say they look a bit dark. Lack of sleep gave me sorta... dark-ish rings around them, it seems.«

Height:
»I'm about, hmm, one meter and ninety centimeters.
I- I dont think I know it in feet, I'm afraid...
Weight:
I guess I'd say I'm skinny...
How much? Th-that's a bit intrusive...«

Clothing Style:
»I like to dress in clothes that are... comfortable, I guess? I'd say I'd like to dress in the prettiest outfits money could buy, but it seems I'm sorta stuck with the prettiest outfits I can buy, haha... I don't even have a school uniform... a bit sloppy, I guess, but here's to hoping this hoodie, shirt and trousers-combi is acceptable. I wish people'd stop giving me a hard time about their colour, though... I'd imagine it suits my hair...«

Extra:
»Not much, really... Although... I do have this pendant. A bit of a flat ball with holes in various shapes all over it. It's kinna... It's pretty, yeah.«

I assumed we had a lot in common
He seemed so sad

I won’t forget those days that I spent with everyone precious to me

Never more, will I be alone even in the darkness

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Positive+
»I think I'm sort of good with some instruments...«
»Oh, I can also draw, paint, a-and love working with charcoal...«
»I like tactical games... The few times I got to play them I won lots..«
»I guess I have a good aim, I noticed at bow practice. Don't really like shooting things, though...«
»Uhm... I-uhm... I do well in my classes, too. I guess that's something...«

Negative-
»People kind-of avoid me...«
»I guess that's kinda my fault...«
»They often say I seem a bit moody and morbid...«
»Sometimes they say my words hurt their feelings, too...«
»I don't get much sleep... When I close my eyes, everything gets rather... A bit scary, really...«

Personality:
»...What I'm like? That's a bit of a vague question... I guess I would say I'm a bit... moody, I think. People often say I am, yeah. Dunno, don't really notice it, I guess. Life just happens to be a bit... it doesn't seem to like me, no. But for every bit of bad luck you come across you get it back in good luck tenfold? Or someone else does, I wonder... Would it be a scale? Or more like a debt of sorts... Maybe it's a lottery! I like lotteries~ All sorts of chance games, really... I never seem to win anything, though. But I bet if I win something, some day, that would be lovely... I think it sorta reflects in my actions... People say I tend to note rude things of them, I guess... Or, well, they did. Now they just kinda don't talk to me...

Some people've told me I get a bit like this because I don't sleep well, which may be true... I do try! Like, really... It's just that when I fall asleep, all kinds of weird shapes get alllll~ about... Like, yesterday, I dreamt that I was in my house, and it was christmas, but the lamps were actually shadows, and my legs disappeared and then my wheelchair slowly dissolved my body... I didn't like that bit. But occasionally, it seems like I get some sort of inspiration of them... Mainly the ones where I'm feeling lost in time and space, and stuff like that... Kinda scary, but the shapes can be sososo pretty when put in paint and ink... And charcoal! They don't have much colour, but they generally don't need to... Though red charcoal would be useful, I think...

I have some hobbies besides art-stuff! Like, I can play the piano, and the guitar, and some other things... I even had a guitar once! But it got blown away just after I bought it, and then a bus drove over it... That was so unlucky! And, uhm, I also did archery for a bit... I seem to be actually good at that, too. But I didn't really like shooting things so that's no good. Uhm, I really really love animals, and flowers, and other pretty things, too~ But I'm allergic to animals so that's a bit of a shame... As a kid I really wanted to be a vet, too! Now I don't really know what I want to do... Just try to cope with life a bit first, I'd imagine...«

Timeline:
»Huh...?«

History:
»Well... before I got here I lived in Europa, born somewhere in Finland. Growing up there was nice. A bit cold and dark, but I liked that. It did kinda ruin all flower-things, though. So, like, growing up everything seemed normal... I even had a friend I think, we at least played around a bit, and that went on for years! And though people from the orphanage were treating us well, they weren't exactly nice enough to be called 'family', so I guess you could say it was a bit lonely... But after some years, I got to go to school! I was, like, so excited~ But the other kids weren't, it seems, and they were sort of rude-ish...

And then that thing happened... Ever since I've been having these not-so-fun nightmares, 's nofun... And people at the orphanage would constantly call me a crybaby, too, even though I didn't do it on purpose... After a while they made me sleep in solitary confinement so that I wouldn't wake the other children up, so that's nice. They still didn't like me, though, and school's been sort-of the same... I once told my friend what I dreamt of, but she told all the kids at school so they didn't want to play with me either, and when the teachers got wind of it...

I had to talk to all kinds of people in scary places... Big white halls and whatnot... I didn't like it, I didn't I didn't! And I had to be in this chamber that felt even lonelier than my old room, and though I bet they were trying to help me, I bet they did, they kept wanting to hear all about what I saw when I slept, but I don't like talking about it, I don't... It... what if they become real! I- I...«

»S- Sorry about that... I didn't mean to...

I- After that I got moved to a family. It even was in Japan, so that was so superlovely! It took me a bit but I finally understood the language, and my mommy and daddy and brother were all so nice! We even held my birthday, I was só exciteddd! Though the candles were kinda... I didn't mean to! They just fell, and... and... I just wanted them to be as happy as they made me... I just...«

»S-so my family was... I didn't have anywhere to stay, and we lived in the mountains, too! I had to wander for days, or weeks, and then I finally found a village! The village even had a nice lady who wanted to help me out! Though, walking me to her house in the cold seemed bad... Sh- she slipped on this icy corner and... the truck was... I got it all over me, too! I didn't like it, I didn't, I didn't, I... It reminded me so much of the dreams, of that... A-and... It turned out th-they had these people in white rooms, too... They weren't sort-of nice, th-though... T-they took care of m-me and even taught me th-things until they found a suitable project that w-would fund my high school.

A-and so I got in a new class, and e-even talked to some p-people, but they quickly h-hated me, it seemed... Th- there was one girl though, and she was n-nice, and I even thought I... I mean... She was always s-smiling to me and didn't m-mutter insults behind m-my back. But th-then I told her... then I told... How I felt about h- She just laughed... she laughed, and told everybody, a-and... Everybody was so mean. S-so mean... E-even th-the schools teacher's bullied m-me with it... It wasn't until n-now that I g-got transfered f-for this new year i-in a different school... I-I hope people'll be nice... I hope you'll be n-nice... P-please...«

Hm? No, I just got something in my eye
Oh, It got in my heart, too

I will find it, that precious thing that I lost

Never more, because I’m sure your voice will guide me

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Yandra
Stats:
»I'd imagine she's fairly well-rounded...«

Arcana:
»I... I think it was the Moon, yeah. Moon.«

Persona:
»Valkyrja«
»She's this tall, incredibly strong lady, it seems! Like, she's soso strong and crushed godknowswhat with that lance! I heard the Valkyries were ought to be fighters, who decided who died on the battlefield! Imagine, imagine... scary... They were said to be somewhat ill-tempered, and immortal and invincible!! Woah~!«

Method of Summoning:
»Uhm... Didn't they have, like, these watch-things?«

Strengths:
»She's strong with Electricity, I'd bet.«

Weaknesses:
»She's no good with Wind, no...«

Skills:
»Zio«
»Tarukaja«
»Rebellion«
»Mudo«

Weapon of Choice:
»I'd say I'm good with ranged combat? Preferably a Sniper Rifle...«
»Yandra would be better with a massive shield and lance, though... If you can call it that... It seems better at smashing things than poking...«

Some times I'd say I feel lonely
But then I remind myself I can only get more friends

I don’t know when but I really have forgotten

Those important words that I once believed in when I was young

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Parents/Relatives:
»I- I don't think I've met any of them, no...«

Friends:
»Someone once talked to me... It turned out they only needed directions, though...«

Enemies/Rivals:
»Life doesn't seem to keen on me, I guess. Though that's about it, really...«

Romantic Interest:
»I once dreamt about someone special! But he kinda got eaten alive, so...«

Other:
»I'd love to have a pet of sorts... I'm a bit allergic to them, though...«

Do you ever have that feeling you don't belong in this world?
Oh, you don't...

In the world I can’t wake up from I searched for them

I finally found them, they were deep in my heart all along

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Characters you play:
»It's just me, I guess...«

How did you find the site?
»I sort-of stumbled upon it, really.«

Author Notes:
»But I'd say this is it, probably...«

Face Claims:
»Who I'm... Huh? I'm me? Yandra kinda reminds me of Selvaria from Valkyria Chronicles, though...«

Contact:
»Th-that's a bit sudden... We barely met...«

»Reserving some space in case I might need it for idkwhat<3«

*Accepted~!
Welcome to Gekko High, Hena! I'm sure you'll fit right in~