[bg=663333][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, padding: 15px; border-radius: 0px 0px 10px 10px; -moz-border-radius: 15px 15px 15px 15px;][atrb=width,480,true] You sink into my clothes And this invasion Makes me feel Worthless, hopeless, sick I'm so sick, Infected with where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, Selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick Although the lie has been seen through I still cling to those affectionate words R E S E T CALL ME: Maemi Samurakami ALTERNATIVELY: None I HAVE LIVED: 17, May 12th DEEP DOWN, I AM: Female ...MY PREFERENCE? Bisexual I WORK AS: Senior at Gekkoukan High YOU'LL SEE ME WITH: Civilian for now Inside of the darkness of the heart In the seemingly imitative town R E B E L L I O N HEIGHT: 5'7 WEIGHT: 138 lbs. HAIR: Well kept, auburn colored hair. She lets her bang hang out and keeps most of it in two twin tails. EYES: Light blue. GENERAL STYLE: She doesn't care much about the clothes she wears, as long as she's wearing a pair of thigh highs, stockings or leg warmers. She does prefer covering up rather than showing off though. EXTRAS: Owns a pair of red rimmed glasses. Whether she truly needs them or not is a mystery. The weight that you've shouldered Share it with me, and don't let go of my hand the C O N T R A C T POSITIVES: - Affectionate - Athletic - Easy going - Humorous - Resourceful NEGATIVES: - Violent - Moody - Hedonist - Self - loathing - Unstable - Bossy OVERALL PERSONALITY: Maemi likes to play things off as a joke and as a result, has a very immature air surrounding her. She doesn't seem to enjoy mature topics unless it's that 'special kind of mature' and tries to actively avoid walking into anything serious. But once caught in it's clutches, she'll lend an honest and helping hand to those who need it most. For anyone younger or weaker than her, she'll pick on them but also make sure they're alright. In a way, she places herself in the big sister position regardless of the other person's feelings towards it. The girl is also very fond of flirting and will usually pull the moves on any person around her, male or female. However, she's only looking for a night of fun and never anything serious. She's a a tease at most but has fun living it up. But, if someone has a 'certain something', she may genuinely pursue them. Despite her carefree attitude, Maemi constantly torments herself. Her strange interests are a true worry to her and something she's afraid to admit to out loud. It makes her feel sick, disgusting and depressingly suicidal. She's fearful of making any true friends because of this and when she believes she's becoming too close to someone will suddenly show disinterest in hopes of turning them off to her. She can also become extremely moody and unstable, threatening to hurt herself or the people around her. Maemi becomes extremely uncomfortable around topics involving food or her body and tends to shy away, become embarrassed or frustrated. It's a sore subject for her and an easy way to get on her bad side. CHARACTER TIME PERIOD: Current HISTORY: Maemi was born as the only daughter to a relatively normal family. Her father was a writer, kind but stern and her mother was a housewife, always there for her when she needed. Being the only child, she was surrounded with affection and was happy. Although she was a bit of a troublemaker and suffered a few punishments for that, her childhood was a happy one. However, around the 8 or so, her parents became distant. The love between them had not grown less - they just found themselves very busy. Her father had to go away on long vacations to make research for his book. Her mother decided this was an excellent time to learn something new and took up some drawing lessons at a local studio. Maemi was dropped off at a daycare as a result. But this didn't bother her. A new environment with new children just meant she had a new place to make memorable a friends. She was still having fun. However, when she and a few other children snuck away from the teachers, they went into the nearby woods. They were playing a game - truth or dare, basically. The girls were asked which boys were icky, the boys were told to climb a tree. Innocent stuff. And it was all a cakewalk for Maemi. But one of the girls weren't as into as the others and stayed huddle by herself, trembling. Like a shark, one of the boys sensed it and grinned, offering her a cruel dare: He pointed to the corpse of a nearby crow and told her to eat it. The other children continued to edge her on, causing her to fall on the brink of tears. Maemi didn't like it one bit. So she raised her hand and offered to do it instead. She picked up the limp, cold body with a disgusted face and almost regretted her desicion. But she took a deep breath, gulped and a took a bite. And it was delicious. The other children screamed as she did and ran away back to the daycare but Maemi stood there, amazed. How could something so... disgusting... be so delicious? She sat on the dirt and continue to munch on the dark morsel. Unsurprisingly, she got sick. But she didn't stop. She continued to look for stray animals to feast upon as the years went by. Either by finding them already dead by natural occurnces or catching and killing them herself. Birds, rabbits, lizards... even dogs and cats. Whatever she could get her hands on. But she made sure they to wait a bit... until they were perfectly rotting. She kept this fascination a secret from her parents, who were no longer busy, eating the food they gave her without a show of grimace on her face. It was always so dry and tasteless compared to what she truly loved. And the thought of throwing up this food and filling it with that lovely taste manage to keep her going. But as she grew older, she began to hate it more and more. The taste, the smell, everything about it was still good to her. But she didn't like that. It disturbed her, it gave her nightmares and it made want to crave more things. Not just animals... would a human taste good too? Would their rotten flesh taste sweeter than a crow's? And it wasn't just eating these things that had became a true nightmare to her... she couldn't stop but fantasize about herself getting eaten, to get rid of this body and become the essence of something greater. It had gotten so bad that she could hardly stand to look at herself in the mirror, without imagining her body as the 'perfect dinner.' These feelings still persists as she reaches the final year of high school. They still trouble her and she'd do anything to fix the debilitating acts and thoughts. But she's also too frightened to approach it. To admit it. So Maemi continues life, trying to hide her appetite and continuing to hide beneath the facade of a normal high school student. Destroy the distorted mirage Delete all of the world to do over again let's S U R V I V E ORIENTATION: Might WEAPON OF CHOICE: Fencing BATTLE STATS: FP: 50 SP:20 ARCANA: Judgment PERSONA: Jikininki - The spirit of a greedy human who was cursed after death with a terrible desire to consume human corpses. The spirits lament their fate but have no control over it. Maemi's persona takes an androgynous form with dark, grimy looking skin that appears to be decaying. It is thin and looks emaciated, with a large swollen belly that looks as though it is filled with squirming little nightmares. It crawls around on all fours, it's hand and feet covered in a thick leather, with dark clawed fingers poking out. The head is also covered in stitched leather, pulled over the face tightly but ends in a bloody snout deformed and shaped similar to a gas mask. Long, dirty matted hair with a crown of crow feathers rest on the head of the figure but offers no beauty to it. SUMMONING: Watch HIGH AFFINITY: Pierce, Fire LOW AFFINITY: Aqua, light SKILLS: Backstab [FP: 6] Scattershot [FP: 8] Agi [SP: 4] Tarukaja [SP: 12 ] No matter what tough times you're in Embrace the smiles of your trusting friends peaceful D A Y S FAMILY: Chihiro Samurakami (mother) Takehiro Samurakami (father) ACQUAINTANCES/FRIENDS: None RIVALS/ENEMIES: Food. D< ROMANTIC INTEREST: N/a OTHER: Own a pair of vietnamese centipedes named Tao and M-21 An unreliable map should be burnt I’ll grasp the truth with my own hands S U N S E T HANDLE: Anatoliae OTHER CHARACTERS: Metis, Elizabeth, Chidori Yoshino, Naoya Kunogi, Leiko Sumeragi, Mari Kanazaki HOW'D YOU FIND US? Bonjour! CONTACT INFO: You know me NOTES: RAWR FACE CLAIM: Mari Makinami Illsutrious TEMPLATE MADE BY SAGI FOR BRAND NEW DAYS

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Welcome Maemi!
Let's see if we can't find something delicious for you to eat up~<3