As some of you who have been in contact with me probably know, I've not been doing the greatest and am trying to work out some problems that have been plauging me since..well, forever, regarding my health. I'm sorry for always being vauge, but I find spelling things out just makes it worse.

To get better, I'm probably going to have to do things, be places and just generally be away from the computer for a while. I'm not sure how/if this is going affect my ability to post. I just wanted to let you know if leaving is that case that I'm okay and the disapearance is normal.

It's hard for me to convey this properly because my head is really scrambled, but you guys mean the world to me and I'm sorry to do this once again. Even those of you I don't know that well, I'm really going to miss.

If possible I'll follow this up with an update on my condition and whether or not I'll be able to keep my characters.

awww abby i'm sorry. well, take care of yourself, that's always much more important than internet stuff. let me know if you need any help or advice or anything, and i hope you feel better soon.

Jim beat me to it, and I'm sure you'll hear this a lot, so I'd end up parroting anyway

Just concentrate on getting better. BND will be here when you get back, if you do. You're welcome back no matter what; it doesn't matter if you're able to play your characters or how often. You can come by and hang out in the CBox or the OoC boards, even if you're not playing anyone! You'll always have a place here <3

I just want you to get better-- I want you to be healthy and happy, so do what you have to do.

It'd be great if you could update here so everyone knows what's up, but also know that I'm always around MSN and Yahoo, if you ever need to talk privately. Doesn't matter the time or day-- if I'm there, I'm there for you.

Love you <3

i hope that your health only improves from here on out and that you'll start feeling better! and like jim and junno already said, if you ever need someone to talk to i'll always be willing. <3

Awww, you don't need to apologize. You'll be missed for sure, but take as much time as you need to get things in order. Your health and well being always comes first. We'll be here waiting if you ever need us - you've got my MSN or you can always pass the word on through Junno if you need to talk to me about anything. :3

Luff you babby~ Get well soon. <3<3<3

Okay, I'm super relieved to update that the situation with me physically is not as bad as we initially thought, but they'd like me to go back to the hospital a few more times and I am also going back to therapy.

But, it looks like everything is gonna be okay and while I won't be around as much as I used too I'll have time, which is a super huge load off my chest.

I'm sorry I sounded so fatalistic, but I was seriously worried earlier.

Shit, I didn't even see this before. Just glad to hear you're better than previously thought.